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Monday, September 28, 2009 @ 10:22 PM

Unloved?

I hate period. Period.

On days like these, I tend to get a tad too over emotional and basically just irritated with practically everything (eg; weather, stupid customers etc).

However, today, I feel lonely. It's about time for me to feel this way isn't it? Being awesomely single has its perks and also, let's not forget the boo boo moments. I was randomly surfing through facebook and came up with a status statistic :

It's damn pathetic for me(the singleton) to be saying this but somehow,

I SWEAR THE WHOLE WORLD IS GETTING MARRIED.

A few of my friends have got an amazing family like with 2 kids? If not that, a couple are either preggy or recently got their first child. Some even into their 2nd and 3rd kid!

(btw, the ones with kids are like either ard my age or even younger??!!)

Quite a number got engaged, already ROM-ed, or are excitedly preparing for their big glamourous wedding.

MOST (I initially wanted to say ALL but I'm gonna sound even more pathetic. so yep) of my friends are happily attached to their long time partners and are planning to get hitched.

And it disturbs me even more that those who used to be pretty much single their whole school life are the ones who are in long term relationships now that they are older.

That leaves the 5% of people in my friends' list who are gay. And they all have partners too!!!

I mean, LIKE SERIOUSLY??!!!

So I concluded this.

Either I remain an eligible bachelorette(with loads of money+countless luxurious Chanels and just die lonely, wrinkly, sad and unloved) or I bring forward my planned '30 yr -old-lonely-trip' to the SDU/match-making agency to age 28 instead.

Maybe I should advertise myself on Facebook (haha wtf. I can't even come up with suitable words to describe my 24 yr old self). I think I am pretty much hopeless.

ME = FAIL.

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